What A Birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well my friends, uhhhh about 3 or 4 or maybe a week ago I celebrated my 16th birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *silence* it's not a big celebrated-birthday but it's marvelous, not really marvelous, but worthwhile~ I just wanna give thanks to Allah who had gave me life till this day, and my family especially my mom who's always protecting and caring me through the years ;') lots of people who had said Happy Birthday on my Facebook wall, and my friends who had said it too, and gave me gifts. Uhhh I got many action figures of Angry Birds which colored red, I don't know it's name, but I love it! Thankyou so much guys, Love you! I wish you guys re-protected by God and have a longlast-great-nonesins life. I love my father and granny and grand daddy, wish they're happy in their safest place now~

wooohoooooo bukan kue punya gue sih, dapet googling

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Hello...

I'm feeling bad this few days..
Kangen banget sama seseorang, it's impossible for me to meet him again, he's real, but he's really fake. I only meet him in my imagination now. I don't know why when I saw him for the first time at Soetta's boarding room, I felt like you know, fell in love. I never felt this way before. It's really like, love at the first sight, really first sight.
I never thought this kind of things could happens to me. This accident happened when I, my mom, and my brother went Umroh. I don't wanna tell you abt my Umroh stories. It was at the end of the event, after tawaf wada', I do shalat and when I pray after it, I cried so hard, I'm afraid I can't meet him anymore. Bener-bener hal yg baru kejadian buat gue, bayangin, itu cuman seminggu, dan gue ketemu dia pun ga seminggu full. Tapi yang namanya gue nangis emang beneran nangis, kaya lo baru ditinggal sama orang yg lo sayang sejauh mingkin... Kaya gue udah kenal betul sama dia, kaya dia udah betul-betul orang penting buat gue. I don't know him, but I want him, all the more for that. Gue yang cuman tau nama dia, dan mukanya pun gue gak hafal, gue malah lebih hafal sama muka adenya. COMPLICATED. Ya Allah sedih banget, it's already 5 months after the meet. Setelah kejadian itu, gue gatau harus gimana.. Gatau kenapa, gapernah kaya gini sebelomnya. Gue udah sering berdoa biar bisa ketemu ama dia lagi, tapi belum ketemu juga.. Kalo lagi jalan terus gue ngeliat anak laki-laki jalan bareng adenya, jadi inget dia. Emang rumah dia di Jakarta, but we're so far away.. Dan ini ngebekas banget, entah sampe kapan bakal begini terus....... God, please.. from the deepest of my deepest heart, I wanna meet him in a happy condition...........