cant we go back to 2012 when my life wasnt this complicated? im feeling so exhausted. never a day im not feeling sad. it's realizing me that God is now putting me on my very weak side. im feeling like nobody helps, even when i told them what was happening, i think they would only pity me. i can only tell God, only Him. i can only complain and wonder when i will find my finish line. im asking Him everyday, everytime although its only clouding in my mind. i have felt so tired of my heart and mind's fight. my first tears always comes from the left eye, which is based on an article, it caused by pain.
because when i think it's going better, people thinks it's going worse. i feel this is the time where He puts me on the downside of the wheel. it's just, im not that strong, God... i cannot even fulfill my strength to face tomorrow..
